Moment of honesty for me - my self-esteem sucks. It's not just low, or really low, it sucks. Most times, it's to the point where I feel like I have nothing to offer. I know it's not true. I know that God has blessed me with gifts to use for Him. People have told me this, but I still feel like everything I can do is not good enough. I realize how that sounds - saying that I know God has given me a gift that's not good enough? I know that's not true, but I also can't help how I feel at certain times.

I think part of it is just perception and how it can be twisted. I know that the devil can work against me by using what I see and twisting it to look like it's worse than it is.