Cleaning my office as I prepare for my new job, and I've come across a lot of interesting things. Pictures of friends and family, letters that I wrote and never sent, books I started to read and never finished - the list goes on. This evening, I found the Bible I used when I helped teach a youth group several years ago. 

I can recall at least two different times that I felt God calling me to the ministry. I've always felt called to music ministry, but the weird thing is, whenever I've gotten closer to anything beyond that, something pulls me back. Maybe a fear that I'm not actually called to do it, and therefore won't be equipped to do it - I'm not sure. 

I was going over the notes that I had prepared for some of the lessons...